urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandroid backpedal candyrazors@hotmail.com backpedal 2009-09-12T04:57:38Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandroid:44526 2009-09-12T04:57:38Z 2009-09-12T04:57:38Z bleak as fuck<br /><br />no sleep <br />=total waste=<br />frustration<br />and<br />sorrrrrrow<br /><br /><br />a new chapter.<br /><br />(no chance)<br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v48/wiegehtskind/IMG_2175.jpg"><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v48/wiegehtskind/IMG_2132.jpg"><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v48/wiegehtskind/IMG_2233.jpg"><br /><br />waking up at 4 am on my hard twin mattress. collar stretched out and wet and sticking to my chest. ballooned out. and feeling nothing but desolation, more barren than the deepest part of my mind.<br />that's all there is mayn. a heavy ball of gunk in my stomach and a gunked up brain. <br /><br />on some wasteland life type shit. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandroid:44167 2009-03-15T22:19:27Z 2009-03-15T22:19:27Z <lj-embed id="10" /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v48/wiegehtskind/IMG_1385.jpg"><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v48/wiegehtskind/IMG_1518.jpg"><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v48/wiegehtskind/IMG_1538.jpg"><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v48/wiegehtskind/IMG_1554.jpg"><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v48/wiegehtskind/IMG_1572.jpg"><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v48/wiegehtskind/IMG_1630.jpg"><br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brandroid:42411 2007-11-28T07:02:17Z 2007-11-28T07:02:17Z i want to go into a house where the husband and wife are dead and they are old and their old dead bodies are still there. i want to go into their house and i want to walk around. i want to go into their attic and drink beer and put on old clothes and look at all their old shit. just sit around and reminisce.